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  uhhh...i dunno how to start this off its 3 am and im up thinking of a lot of things, some serious...some not.. :p ive been in the dumps recently with my mood...like my heart feels heavy and I just feel sad all the time...like on the verge of tears. i dont rlly know why. i hung out with my partner today after not seeing them since fall semester and I just crode in the middle of our hang out💔... i didnt have a reason too either, i felt like i was having a good time until i felt my lips tug downwards + started crying out of no where lol. but AY! my make didnt smudge at all though! like it stayed in place so...yknow what W.  then after gal meets or hanging out with friends or like events of any kind...i also get kinda sad. like at the end of the day I start feeling sad that I have to leave...or I think "what if this is the last time i see them again" kinda deal. like i feel like everytime I go out, that it'll be my last. then outside of meeting up with people...i dont rlly...

  Happy holidays, everyone! Today (yesterday if we are being technical HAAAH), I went to HDLA and the Mall for a small meet-up with new friends!! It was surprisingly warm the whole day until the sun went down, which was weird bcuz the weather app said it was going to be a little chilly...hmm, oh well😨.                                             Co*de for today! I arrived at HDLA at like 12 PM on the dot to record some tiky toks!! I haven't made any content for my account on there since my Momo cosplay. Life has been pretty busy, so I haven't had time to really take time out of my day to do so...been living more in the moment, I guess!! But I took some pretty decent videos while I waited and some friends started to roll in one by one yippeeee!!                (when i saw the last pic of myself, I thought...