random thoughts in me head :p
uhhh...i dunno how to start this off its 3 am and im up thinking of a lot of things, some serious...some not.. :p ive been in the dumps recently with my mood...like my heart feels heavy and I just feel sad all the time...like on the verge of tears. i dont rlly know why. i hung out with my partner today after not seeing them since fall semester and I just crode in the middle of our hang out💔... i didnt have a reason too either, i felt like i was having a good time until i felt my lips tug downwards + started crying out of no where lol. but AY! my make didnt smudge at all though! like it stayed in place so...yknow what W. then after gal meets or hanging out with friends or like events of any kind...i also get kinda sad. like at the end of the day I start feeling sad that I have to leave...or I think "what if this is the last time i see them again" kinda deal. like i feel like everytime I go out, that it'll be my last. then outside of meeting up with people...i dont rlly...